@Spencermad 

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Spencermad

Spencer J Madison

hi everyone I have M.S and I want more than anything to cure myself. I did some things that made me feel like I did not have Multiple Scholorosis. I started using BOOST nutritional drinks as food. I did not eat any food what so ever. It was expensive but I had to try something. My mother is totally disabled with M.S and I refuse to get that bad. I am a U.S Navy Veteran. Ive seen the skies of Heaven and I saw the face of JESUS looking at me in the fog. I am going to cure myself. I smoke cigarettes and I’m not ever, ever quitting. i kept saying to myself Clean out the Lungs. I started Using BOOST nutritional drinks as food and I was taking SUBOXIN Strips to beat the tiredness of M.S. I can drink a cup of coffee and take an energy drink and go right to sleep. M.S is the most confusing diseas. I wont accept that on YouTube some years ago when I was diagnosed some years ago that there was a YOUTUBE video with this guy that had Lesions on his brain and he wasn’t doing anything but laying on the bed Breathing I refuse to believe that will be me. The ways things are going sometime I’m not so sure. Like I said I was taking BOOST nutritional drink you get at Walmart or your groceries store as food and that only. I was also using Suboxin for my pain pill addiction and I stumbled across something. I started feeling like I did not have M.S no more. The bad thing is , is I am a U.S military Veteran and I cant afford to take BOOST no more because they are so expensive and I cant afford to go to the SUBOXin clinic. I had my hip replaced because of a weight lifting accident . The military gives you 20,000 dollars for a hip replacement. I started doing this using BOOST nutritional drinks for food because I used top be a weight lifter and I always had to eat so much dang food. I did not eat no more I just started taken BOOST nutritional drinks as food. I felt so good that I did not put any food into me it was just the nutritional drinks as food. I spent all the money fixing up my apartment and I helped out so many people when I had the 20,000 dollars. I am a Military Veteran I have always been about helping and saving People. I am going to get rid of this M.S. It is a nightmare when I have to eat regular food I am always in the Bed. I started taking SUBOXIN to get off of pain pills and when I was using this Suboxin I noticed I was not tired anymore and my equilibrium issue behind my eyes started to fix itself. Now I dont have the money to get rid of my disease it is a nightmare to me. I found myself trying to come up with a way to get rid of my disease . I got into trying to find cures . My friends mother just passed away to the disease Alzheimer’s . I try and remember as a kid she was always in the bed , she smoked these Carlton Cigarettes a lot and she was always in bed. I have been trying to figure out what causes it when they go into Alzheimer’s . The brain is something I have got to get into. It has got to be something blocking the part on your brain where you have memory. This is something I got into. you see jESUS was my hereo home. And Superman. JESUS came and healed everyone I told myself I WANT TO DO THAT ...............Now my life ambition is finding cures for people. I have always been about saving and protecting people. I remember as a kid me and my twin sister laying on the bed about to go to sleep and I was spinning a ruler like I was one of them Karate people and saying “Protect my sister” I went into the militartary and I worked in the engine room , we also made salt water into fresh water and then we heated the water up and made steam and then we ran steam through a turbine and made power. Then My second command I worked in the AC Air conditioning shop. I went to school for Air conditioning and refrigeration. Where I learned that One Chlora flours carbon destroys 10,000 ozone molecules. Revalations ...........it was not a army of people that John was seeing it was GOD showing him a chlorafloura carbon atom destroying 10,000 ozone molecules. I’m going to write this in my book soon. I was shown the skies of Heaven and shown so many other things I will write my book soon I’m trying to get up enough money to go to the Suboxin clinic I dont want to be in this bed if you have M.S and you are always tired and laying in. Bed try taking Suboxin strips to go against the tiredness you will feel like a brand new person.....................I guess I will go homeless so I can go to the Suboxin clinic and then be able to afford to fill the 600 dollar a month Subscription I found something for M.S patients to help them and I cant get them because the VA is so dang cheap they built another hospital and we cant get the mediation’s we need because they cant afford what we need . The VA is so dang sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont want to be in this bed no more. My doctor at the VA said you need some rest......That is what the doctors said to my mother that has M.S and now she is totally in a paralyzed state and she was put in a nursing home because my father could not afford to keep her at home. I thought “That is your wife and my mother.................he said he cant have my mother home she has to stay in a nursing home in a match box.........my dad said “your mom is is a lot bigger place”. She was at home and had a hos[otal bed and had a glass cabinet with Angel sculptures in it........Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I’m going to write a book and hopefully it will sell and then I can bring my mother home again since my father cant afford to bring my mother home Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............If the stupid doctors would get rid of them dang Lesions maybe she wouldn’t be in a paralyxed state. I had someone and my dad told her and her grandmother his son was a liar and. A thief..............dad you are the only liar and thief you told mom when you took the wedding vow you said through sickness and health...........my mother is still alive and he has 100 thousand dollars in tools he could sell to sell and bring my mother home.................Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
@Stumbler

Hi @spencermad and welcome. I can imagine that having to decide between food and medication is difficult. In the UK, we frequently see similar problems of food or heating. The best you can do is give yourself a healthy, balanced diet and move forward from there. I've not heard of Suboxin, although I see it is a prescription medication for addiction. Have you considered Low Dosage Naltrexone (LDN)? It's a similar medication and may be cheaper. Your Mother has MS when it was a disabling condition. Things have changed now. A bit more is known and there are now a range of treatments, if you can access them. Good luck with your faith and desire to cure yourself. Just don't allow yourself to become too inactive. You have to "use it or lose it"!