Diagnosed
Hello everyone,
I was diagnosed last month when I went to hospital with a bad case of optic neuritis and dizziness
My left pupil was not moving and I couldn't take 10 steps without tripping.
It felt alien to me as I don't remember being admitted in hospital before. I have always been a healthy person. I train almost every day . Swim, run, lift, eat a very clean diet. I don't drink or smoke, 24 years. I thought I was invincible!
So, I had an MRI done, it showed a number of lesions and the neurologist told me I have MS. I had no idea what it was at the time I thought I will take few antibiotics and I will be off. But later found out that it is a chronic debilitating disease with no damn cure. What the F...
I couldn't sleep that night, I cried for hours. That was new to me as well because the last time I cried was probably back in my childhood days
Been really anxious/depressed for the past few weeks. Worried about what the future has for me.
I have a fiancee and a 2 year old son, am I gonna be there for them? can I still carry out my job? Can I get a Mortgage? loan? will I be able to do sports? All these questions were twirling in my mind.
I am feeling better now because family has been really supportive but I don't think I will ever accept it.
The health team were really understanding too, so I am happy about that. I am due to see Dr John Woolmore in QE early October to discuss the DMT's I might take. Which I know nothing about.
@ahmed , a diagnosis of MS can be a shock, especially if you're not expecting it. MS is one of those taboo subjects that no-one talks about. But, you're right it is a chronic degenerative condition, but it's also a manageable condition. It IS NOT a terminal condition and IS NOT an express one-way ticket to a wheelchair. You seem to have a very healthy lifestyle and that shouldn't need to change. Just be aware of the MS when exercising, as raising your core body temperature may cause you problems. Just try and avoid stress in your life. I know, not a great time to ask that of you, but stressing about things has no good end product. Just take it easy whilst you allow yourself to digest the diagnosis. Use the time to learn a bit about MS. Here's a good place to start :- http://www.mstrust.org.uk/shop/products.jsp?catid=56 But, do be careful of "Dr. Google". Always use creditable sites like the MS Trust and MS society. You may want to make a list of any questions that spring to mind before your appointment in October. That will stop you forgetting to ask. And, take someone with you to the appointment - two pairs of ears are better than one. And do feel free to ask any questions here. We're not medical, but do have first hand experience. :wink: And, welcome to the site.
Thanks for the reply Stumbler, I feel like you guys will be most understanding because you all probably went through where I am now. I am taking my sister with me who is a med student so she should know a little. I will do my own thorough research as well (from credible sources!)