Me again! the resident drama queen/mariah carey if you will. I just wondered what people are waiting for appointments. i paid privately to see a consultant about my suggestive MS and he instantly put me in for tests via nhs which all came through quickly. These conclude with my new mris being done on Friday. I have my follow up appointment that i was told would be second week in May, and its acutally send week in June. 4 weeks seems i know like im being petty but i cannot wait anymore time!!! i rang and asked if this was the absoloute soonest i could get seen and asked about cancellations to be told 'it doesnt work like that' I think asked if i could go private again to get my results and if so what would be the soonest all my collective results would be in. Again they have just told me that i 'have to wait' I actually feel suicidal for the first time since my episode in November and what looks like relapsing symptoms since feb (started my steroids for those today...man are they gross) i feel like im going crazy which seems to be the norm for us all but until i get this diagnosis nobody will tell me whose care i am under? I cannot see MS nurses as i dont fit the critera yet, and my gp says im under neuros care. So now iv got numb limbs, a constant headache which flits between bad migrane pain and eye pain a hole in my vision. so many mental ailments i cant even list, mostly driving and forgetting where im going or how to get there. my loved ones try and give me sympathy which i hate as im not there yet, and my hubby just doesnt let me consider myself as poorly because i havent had the final diagnosis yet. I would love to hear where everyone else is and if i really do have to wait, everytime i hear anything about having to wait, i can feel the pins and needles rise up my arm and i litterally go blind with rage, i cannot clam down and im worried the waiting is actually making me worse!