I'm struggling at the moment. I broke my ankle in a fall in April 2019, and it's never fully healed up. After the ligament damage was missed and I was wrongly discharged initially, I was referred back for surgery in February 2020, only to watch the country go into lockdown and all surgeries postponed. After a couple of false starts I finally went under the knife in October, but have been left to my own devices since then. After more than 2 years off my feet, I can still only weight-bear on the broken ankle for a couple of minutes before it starts to swell up and get inflamed, and I'm dragging my other leg (weakened by MS before the fracture, and worsening ever since) behind me as I can't lift it off the ground. The upshot is that I can't leave the house nor walk any kind of distance (I struggle to get to the bottom of the drive). I can't stand for any length of time to cook or clean, it's getting harder and harder to climb in the shower or stand up and shave, and it just feels like no-one can/will do anything to help me try to reverse this. The Orthopaedic consultant has told me I will just have to live with it, he's referred me to orthopaedic physios (who are still refusing to see patients in person so can't see how bad it's got, I've only had a couple of phone calls with them since leaving hospital in October) and orthotics (on a waiting list, no timeline given), but he hasn't fully discharged me. My GP referred me back to neuro-physio, who have passed me to another NHS trust to come out and see me (another waiting list...). When I spoke to the MS Nurses last year they told me they couldn't intervene while I was still under the care of Orthopaedics, which technically I still am. Social services have told me that they have no support available for working age adults other than with mental disabilities, their only suggestion was to hire a PA to help with the cooking and cleaning, but as I am still working they would not offer any assistance with organising this. I'm getting weaker by the week, and I'm just at a complete loss as to where to go next - it just feels like everybody I've asked for help is washing their hands of me and passing me to someone else. I haven't had anything resembling a life since April 2019 (work and family are pretty much the only things keeping me going), I've had to give up my independence and move back home, and I'm reaching the point where I'm wondering why I should bother fighting any more when the system just seems to be set against me. Any advice gratefully received.