Lying in bed on my own while my husband is away with work I find myself wondering what happened to the old me! The me that would go out to a bar wearing 6 inch heels not having a care in the world what anyone thought of me and feeling confident enough to chat to any guy in the room! The same me that would get in at 2am and be back out at work at 8am the next morning! In my 20s I got diagnosed with PCOS and in my early 30s I got diagnosed with MS less than a year after getting married and now I'm that person that wants to stay at home in her PJs rather than being out! That person that is constantly exhausted and struggles to get through the day! I wouldn't dream of leaving the house in a short dress or a pair of heels or even go out to a club. I love the people in my life but im not sure I love my life anymore.! I want to go out for a run, I dont want to worry about wearing sensible shoes incase I fall and I don't want to sit at my desk in the afternoon with a complete brain fog! I know this post isn't going to solve any of these things but if anyone out there is feeling like this your not alone! And if anyone out there with any wise words I'd love to hear them. Be kind to yourselves everyone x