Hi this is my first post so sorry if I ramble on! I was diagnosed in 2017 with Relapsing remitting MS, I have been on Ocrevus since 2019. I left my job in retail after my diagnosis as I found it too stressful and to be honest they were really shit when I was going thorough my diagnosis! I have had a part time job since then but was made redundant due to the pandemic! Since then I tried to start up my own baking business but having recently moved I have found it really hard to find motivation to do anything. I was recently told I have spasticity in my left leg and this causes me issues with walking and standing for any long periods of time. I have also started having bladder control issues that has hit me really hard and I just feel completely useless. I used to have a career and now I feel like I am just unable to contribute to my family, I have 2 children and a partner so have to keep going for them but there are days when I just want to pull the covers over my head and shut out the world!! Sorry for the rant but I just don't know how to pull myself together or what I should be doing!!