I really don’t know how to even start this. And I’m even embarrassed to talk about it because I hate showing my emotions. But this past week has been so hard for me. My boyfriend of over a year left me after I told him I was diagnosed with MS. I really don’t know why he would do that, especially when I needed him the most. My family and friends has not talked to me since I’ve told them that I was diagnosed. I’ve been overwhelmed with stress because the next two week I have to do the VEP, spinal tap, EEG and blood work, along with my sons physical therapy that he goes to twice a week. And to add on to more stress I also have 2 midterms coming up the next two weeks. This is making it so hard for me to focus in school right now. I just feel so lonely and depressed. I feel like I’m going to have an emotional breakdown soon. This week has been so hard for me that I’ve lost over 10 pounds, which I really don’t know how. I’ve been eating and drinking plenty of water. I’ve been trying so hard to stay positive of everything, especially for my son. But I wish I had that one family member or friend to just give me a hug to give me some reassurance that I’m not alone doing this. I’m sorry sounding selfish and over dramatic. But its been an emotional week for me and I needed to vent.
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