Some of my symptoms have gotten less severe. My mid-lower back pain is still getting to me (and as I write this I feel a few fasciculations happen) of course when I first started checking things out and my ER doctor mentioned MS I FREAKED OUT — so my first reaction was go to Google. But so it happens that when I typed all of that not MS came on but ALS — I had a brain mri clear but they found something (trauma / maybe congenital) and ordered a CT scan of my spine — hoping for results tomorrow and another neuro appt. Waiting for Mayo Clinic to call me back. Honestly I am usually really good about being resilient and stay strong — but I have a three year old son who is absolutely the joy of my life and my husband is away for military duty — I just want to be able to advocate for myself and say I want these MRIs and a Spinal tap and a nerve conduction study done. That would ease my anxiety by soooo much (pending results of course). Not really a question, more me struggling— today I felt better but as I laid down I felt fasciculations and soreness and it just reminds be and refuels my fears …..