I’ve been recently diagnosed with severe RRMS in Sept. My symptoms only started in July but it’s been a rollercoaster ride since. It started with numbness down my right hand side and shortly after my 40th birthday is when it really started with terrible tearing pain in my neck and head, stabbing pains in my chest and total numbness of my left arm. I was always very active at the gym 5-6 times a week, golf, over 15000 steps a day without fail prior to all this and I feel like I’m losing my identity. I’ve lost all interest in all my hobbies and feel totally lost. My symptoms have alleviated a little now but I feel like there’s is no end in sight. I’m grieving for the life I had and the future I thought was ahead. Some days I snap out of it and I’m able to gain some momentum but I feel like it’s sucked out of me at the slightest opportunity and it’s hard to get back. My wife and kids have been amazing and really supportive and I feel like a burden, it’s even harder when I’ve always been the strong one physically and mentally. I don’t know where to turn or what to do next. I have so many positives in my life but it’s hard to see past the current situation.