I am ok!!!!
Sometimes we all just need time and space
To adjust to whatever we have to face
To step back, to stop, to readjust
I have found, this for me, was a must
My head was tangled, scared and sore
Tbh I dreaded stepping out the door
I sought help and advice, a little extra care
A little gentle persuasion to get me there
So on Monday coming Chris and I meet with the main man
To get questions answered, come up with a plan
I feel stronger, I know what I need to hear
Because I now have strength, it's a little more clear
I have to trust whatever they say
But, they need to explain why that is the best way
I need it to be clear in my head
So I can put all these questions to bed
There is no cure for my PPMS beast
That fact frustrates me, to say the least
I have to keep going, I know I do
I am lucky I have so many people to help me through
Over the last few weeks I haven't had a fever, a cold or a flu
My head just didn't see a way to get through
I cried, I was silent, I was scared, I was sad
I needed time to readjust my mindset from all things bad
I took time out, time for me to see
I am only human, I needed time for me
So, the meeting on Monday will confirm a plan
That plan I will follow as best I can
I dont know what exactly has made me see
That I am ok, I am normal, I was not where I wanted to be
It's like a switch has clicked in my head
To refocus, readjust and listen to what is being said.
I ramble, I know - but writing these really help me
Writing these focuses my thoughts, so that I can see
I will be ok, I am ok.....
Now, you will be glad to hear, I have nothing else to say 😃😃😃
Xx
Excellent summary of feelings a lot of us have! Hope your day brings you joy.