Speedie Gonzalez...🥴
My mind tells me everything I need to do throughout a day I think over and over and over about things I should be doing stuff I used to do yet I am disabled by this disease my mind tells me all the constructive things I could be doing yet my legs have a different thought it's so aggravating not being able to do the things you used to do I try to break them up and do little things but I get very very aggravated .. I'm nowhere used to being pretty much chair bound even my hands have a mind of their own my left hands pretty much useless anytime I stress physically it quits working my lower extremity my legs I can barely walk to the bathroom and back without collapsing and crawling but I am so hard headed I fear that if I get in my chair full time that I will remain that way 🥴🤔 the mind fog the tunnel vision blurriness the forgetfulness .. what does one do my famous quote all the time (IT IS WHAT IT IS) I'm a MS warrior.... What is some point you just get tired of it all and wonder 🥴🤔
I have no diagnosis but I struggle w giving myself a break. It's a must weather I want to or not! I love to redo furniture, but a spell last weekend has put me out of doing to much this past week basically laid in bed bc I was exhausted n I only work a few hours a day. N I'm starting to feel less guilty of the things I can't do. Give urself a break. U still have the initiative, n desire to do don't let that go but give urself a break
I know the feeling but do what you can and don’t stress over what you can’t. In my opinion, stress is the real enemy my friend, ease that and your feel the difference. Keep your spirits up.