Hi, everybody! This might be a chaotic post, but I hope you will bare with me. I guess I finally found the guts (or needs?) to reach out actively to fellow fellows. It might have been triggered by the fact that I have just now been watching some of the videos here at shift.ms and they made me laugh and cry and feel less alone, but also weirdly more alone in some sense. I want to deal with the news of my diagnosis (May 2021), and the diagnosis over all with humour and wit, and being thankful for all that is still well with my brain and body, but get caught by my sadness and feeling of grief, as well as the occasional fear whenever I feel something slightly out of the ordinary. How do you guys cope and deal? And how has it changed over time? I don’t have any symptoms yet so I also in a way feel alone in that (after my initial optical neuritis followed by my Donald Trump-channeling steroid-experience that is), and of course hope it will stay that way, but the uncertainty is always there, lurking under the surface. Every time my foot falls asleep (after I’ve been sitting on it mind you), when I have sore muscles for more than a couple of days after working out, when I can’t find the right words immediately - the MS-flag pops up in my brain.. Do you guys feel the same, or similar, or even rather the opposite? Will be so happy and thankful for thoughts, ideas, experiences and simply inspiration to keep living your best life.