I have been going through really hard time not sleeping because awful nerve pain for 6 months because of lack of sleep sometimes wouldn't sleep at all so my partner slept in the other room he works from home and needed his sleep, I was advised to go on a low dose of Amitriptyline but I have been having really bad depression one minute then I would be ok but it's been really hard for my partner to cope, I have been taking Cannabis for year's and never had such mood swings not sure if the Amitriptyline mixed with the cannabis sorry for the long my partner has just told me he just wants me as a friend he said had cut off his emotions so he can cope I throught something has been wrong because he's been going to an Association for just a few hours once a week but the few weeks hes been getting more and more involved which I know he finding everything really hard, I find it hard because we have been together for 26 years I have had MS for 11years but it's only the 6 months Iit has really difficult It's just I'm not sure i I can live has live like this just being friends but both living in the same house my partner just being carer we could split up and sale the house But we have horses,dogs which I couldn't take with me I would beable to care for them I'm trying not to get upset because I won't be able to stop I just so unless because I sure I can cope on own but y don't think I can live like this and have been going for CBT which has really helped but it feels like it's too late for my partner