Struggling with accepting
I was diagnosed w MS back last year in August, after being taken to the hospital by my partner for falling unconscious & having my left side go numb. Since then I started in Kesimpta & Deluxetine for the nerve tingleness. I feel so alone as my partner & his family are the only ones that are understanding that I cannot do as much as I used to. I have trouble walking some days & so many other symptoms as in forgetfulness, numbness, migraines, trembling, stuttering, tingling, blurry eyesight, fatigue, & the list just continues, I feel like I’m a fraud because no one but I can see or feel any of these symptoms. My family doesn’t really know or care to really listen to my troubles even when a full team of doctors have confirmed that I just can not live my life like they do. ):
believe me, we all know what you're going through.. oh so well. That's actually one of the reasons why I started painting my MS symptoms... in case you want to check them out: https://www.instagram.com/adamslilith.msart/ so trust me, you're not alone with the way you feel🧡
Accepting is not an overnight process give yourself time to breathe and process it…..it’s heavy but it will just become part of your everyday soon hun promise!!! Some of us stress & panic about it at first that’s normal -we ain’t all the same so don’t beat yourself up all we can do is deal with it in the best way we know how - take care of you and talk to your nurse if your struggling coz they can arrange counciling.