Hi! I am new here and I am beyond excited to meet others living with MS. I have great family and friends for support but they just don’t understand and I find it hard to explain what it really is like. I was diagnosed in 2014, had two back to back relapses but by December things were stable and I eventually went on rebif. After a year+ I went off to get pregnant and after my youngest was born I never went back on. I did not want to inject (I already deal with insulin/CGM for my T1D) and hated the side effects of rebif. I feel okay most days. I’ve focused on lifestyle changes- diet, sleep, stress management mostly. My MRIs have been stable- in fact my neuro was surprised to see the marked improvement on some of my lesions. But I continue to worry I’ve made the wrong choice not to go back on treatment. When I’m stressed I wake up in the night in cold sweats that I will regret it some day. Anyone else struggle with this?? I know everyone’s experience is different but I just dread the thought of treatment again. Any advice or shared experiences are welcome!