I wrote this March 26, 2016 This is how I felt when I got diagnosed with MS. Ms song I was in my early thirties With a lot of tough life before me When a moment came that stomped me into the ground I spent most of the next days, looking through tears of disbelief, Talking to God bout the options and talking bout sweet time I asked him when it sank in That this might really be the real end How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news? Man, what'd ya do? And he said I hit the floor crying Worrying about my daughter I stayed strong for my family Fought to keep my job as long as I could Worried about how I could pay for medical treatment And I did speak sweeter And I wiped many tears and gave out more hugs and tried to be an inspiration' And I know that, I'll never get the chance To live like I was dyin' Divorce came quickly, 401k got depleted, Sold a bunch of cool car parts, To pay the lawyers And all of a sudden being a cripple Was such an imposition And I wear a ugly brace on my leg Well I, I finally started losing the use of my right arm And I took a good long hard look At what I'd do if I could do it all again And then I would have done more drag racing I would have ran as much as Forest Gump I never had the need to ride a bull named Fu Man Chu And I loved deeper And I spoke sweeter And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin' And because of MS I'll never get the chance To live like I was dyin' Like tomorrow was a gift And ya got eternity to think about what to deal with it What did you do with it? What did I do with it? What would I do with it? I did a lot of crying I hit my knees praying and begging I had to take experimental medicine With risky side effects And I got tons of injections And I got alot of steroid infusions And I limp like a zombie But in the end, Someday I know that Jesus will grant me a new body, and I have lived a blessed life and I'd do it all over again!!!!!!! Thank you to all my friends, my family.