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Ive been self employed since 2006. My business has survived two pregnancies and a global pandemic…it’s not survived MS. My last client and I parted ways this morning and it was a complete shock. I’ve worked with her for maybe 8 years. I can’t work like I used to before my symptoms started, and understandably my client needs the best from her workers. I’m not at my old best and may never be again. Two hours ago I was happily working and now I’m finished. It’s a shock. I’m now officially not working any longer and I’ve worked for the last 26 years so it’s a weird feeling. I’m going to take a few months off to work out what I want to do next. I’m at the hospital tomorrow as the consultant thinks I might be in relapse. Feeling relieved at not having to work but very stressed about money. I’m going to lick my wounds today, go to the hospital tomorrow and then access what’s what. I’ve not shed one year since being in hospital for a week last year and being diagnosed with MS. I’ve held it all in this time but this has destroyed me today. I’ve cried in front of my husband of 18 years for the first time in years. If I’ve said it once I’ve said it a thousand times…MS sucks 😂