I felt that!!! I try to stay away from Google until the doctors have failed me. And honestly there has been a couple of times it really helped me. I have no diagnosis past few years been chalked up as anxiety/depression, and migraines. Keep advocating for urself. U know u better than anyone. All the meds they pushed for anxiety made me feel worse. I now try to focus one task at time, and take time to do things I actually enjoy. I've picked up a hobby that really seems to help me cope w all my anxiety, like painting. What is it that u like doing, or is there anything u haven't tried? Hope u find ur answers.