Suicide
I've had depression since I was a teenager. Now, finally diagnosed with MS, last year, I will get to look forward to when I can no longer fend for myself. Hasn't happened yet. Fortunately, I have worked since I was in highschool. I know that after 35+ years of taxes paid, I am now an elder. I deserve to be assisted in my declining years.
Even if I was diagnosed as a teenager, with MS, it is something that society will assist with. Not my fault. Just something that happens to people.
So I will continue on, with how I am. I am not a doctor, not a nurse. I am, however, an essential service. I keep my corner of the world, safe.
I still feel like crap. Still feel that suicide is a viable option. Although, I promised my mom I wouldn't hurt myself. Life just sucks, sometimes.
@gg_alexander , I can so relate to how you feel. This world can be a cruel place! But, this world can also be a beautiful place. So, concentrate on things that make you feel good.
Hi @gg_alexander I'm sorry to hear you're going through such a difficult time. I have contacted you directly. Take care of yourself. George