@Nikki_Weller 

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Nikki_Weller

Relapse x2

Well here we are, I had a relapse on 15th August this year, first one in 6 years and it came out of the blue, huge shock to the system Anyway long story short 10 weeks later on 1st November I had a second relapse which has been much worse mentally and physically than the first. I've been on a massive rollercoaster of emotions to the point of feeling suicidal. Thankfully due to the massive support of family, friends and my MS team I got through the darkest thoughts and I cant say I'm over it, things just feel a bit better this week. I am usually I very positive person and I need to just dig deep and find her again!!!
@Stumbler

@nikki_weller , that positive person is still there. Be kind to yourself, even pamper yourself. Ms Positivity will be sure to show her face again.

@ItsMewithMS

Are you now considering a DMT? A couple hits within a year could signal it is turning more aggressive?