Hi everyone, it's been a while I have been working so much my free time is almost non existent. I hope everyone is doing ok. Alright the meat of my post. I have decided I'm not hiding anymore, I am telling every single person I know I have MS. I am doing this because I felt like I was hiding myself and pretending to be something I'm not. I was letting this disease control what I did with my life carefully thinking about what I needed to do next just to not make anyone worry about me. I know I will still have limitations but I have given up letting this disease control me with fear. I don't think I am the bravest person around but not very much scares me, except for MS. I would think what career moves I can make to ensure I have a job that doesn't require a lot of physical movement. so atleast I have a chance at living a somewhat normal life. Im here to post that I'm a stubborn person and I just wanna take my life into my own hands again. next time I see my neurologist I want to see if I can't change to a medication that is better suited to me and I can not have to worry about taking drugs every 4-6 weeks. your friendly forum lurker Brando.