Hello. Newbie here so apologies if my post is a rambling mess. After developing a facial droop on the May bank holiday, I've gone on to have progressive numbness in my left hand and now arm. I saw the neurologist on Friday and he thinks he can see something on the ct so has referred me for an urgent MRI. His suspicion is this is a plaque that is MS in type particularly as I had a period of arm numbness six years ago which was put down to a trampolining class I had been going to which jarred my neck. When I'm not panicking about all of that I'm a mum to one year old twins and was due to be returning to work in a week to my job as a neuro physiotherapist.....so i know way too much about neurology for my own good. I keep bursting into tears and don't know how I will get through the next two weeks waiting for the scan and then the wait for results after that. I can't stop scaring myself of what my future is now going to look like and how I'm going to be the mum that can't have people round for play dates, that my children will have to become my carers and that I will have to give uo my career because I can't see how I can do my old job when I'll be helping people with the same condition as me. How do you all cope? Is there anyone on here who was diagnosed with children a similar age who can tell me how you manage to look after them through the toddler years? I know I hVent been formally diagnosed yet but I need to know how to do things so that I can stop scaring myself with thoughts of all the things I believe I won't be Able to do. Thank you for reading this far and for any advice you can offer to help sis frightened mummy