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I want to be normal

I'm just so tired of being sick. I'm 21. Most people my age, their plans involve parties and going out and getting drunk - my plans involve medication and doctors appointments and hospitals and a sharps bin. In the last week I've had to go to A&E twice, once for possible appendicitis and once for heart issues. I'm not sure if I can handle adding another thing to my medical ID on my phone. I just wish for 5 minutes I could be a normal person, do normal things and not have to work around medication and naps and bad days. Please don't tell me that I'm normal - I'm not, we all know that. Please don't tell me that normal is subjective - I know that too. I guess I'm just having a pity day.
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