No DMT
I have an irrational fear of meditation. Im not on anything except the two things I was put on when I ended up hospitalized.
Just Valium and gabapentin to help manage spasticity. I need help!!! I know I should be on a DMT but just writing this gives me severe anxiety.
Hi :) I was the same due to a traumatic childhood with my brother who has passed away a few years ago. My whole childhood was hospitals and seeing them inject needles and push medicine onto him all the time. However, I can see through your profile picture that you have someone you really care about. Do it for them if you are thinking about it - like I have now taken a DMT for my little daughter. We need to be there for them and be as strong and able to be there for them as possible. They don’t understand fear and what MS is and I want to preserve that for as long as possible and be there as an active role rather than a background. Of course it is your choice ❤️ But a DMT could really help PPMS like Ocrevus? MS is a shit thing to have but at least we have medications now which they didn’t have many off not really that long ago. Best of luck and remember we are all strong here!
I’m struggling with the same thing at the moment. I hate taking medications. I hate hospitals and doctors. It causes me so much anxiety and I have a massive vomiting phobia so the thought of having treatment which which could make me feel or be sick is terrifying. I am seeing the MS team for the first time on Friday and chatting with the nurse about a treatment so I will talk to her about it. I guess I would rather be sick than end up permanently in a wheelchair and that’s what I need to focus on. But it’s very scary and overwhelming