@doubleo7HUD 

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doubleo7HUD

Happy as a pig in its own excrement

So you lucky people you, today the dubster has his diagnosis, I'm afraid it's bad news for you lot your now stuck with me as I'm lesioned off me tits and now I am a official msdebator. It's a honour to have met you all you've kept me going and kept me laughing now I'm officially part of the ms raving crew let's feckin Avvvv ittttt!!! To new beginnings my new pals, it's time for a fresh start, new house has been applied for already on the help to buy we await a response, fecking pip form is about to be filled in on a rushed job and it's time to grow up a little bit and get a few things in order like finances at last (big hairy ballax to growing up too much tho). It's not the end of the world I'm still here and will be for years to come. Stay possative tell negative Nelly to munch on a phat one coz she is a **** (fill in the blanks yourself) who none of us need in our lives. Off to celebrate by eating a big phat cake ? Because iv been up to me arsehole in alligators and come out relatively unscathed.
@Hels99

Welcome to the club... I wish it wasn't so for your sake but at last you know what is going on now. Take care and try not to let it get you down.

@doubleo7HUD

Thanks @hels99 I'm genuinely happy after having been tested for all sorts of sinister Shite it's been a long journey and I genuinely thought I'd be in my nesting box next year. I have a young family and I still get to see them grow up, I'm not the same as I was a year and a half ago but that's not the point I'm still here Can't ask for more than that. The way I am now mentally is the way I'm going to stay, that's positive, no matter what my ms journey throws at me. Il never go back to the person I used to be when I was younger. I suffered from depression from about 18 onwards, right upto my mid 20s struggled through it on my own, Got through some very dark days and learnt a lot about myself in reflection. that's another story tho. But I suppose if anyone else is reading they may understand me a bit better now, there will be some that think what a insensitive cock end ? I'm aware that there are people with depression here etc you'll all get through it you just need to find something to focus on (my focus is my kids). Enough of that soppy ballax anyway I'm off te werk have a good day people ✌️