Uncertainty
So, I'm managing well on Tysabri, being completely symptom free.
On the one hand - I appreciate every moment more and am very grateful that I feel "normal", and hope it will stay that way for a long time.
On the other hand - there is this uncertainty, I lived with Ms symptoms for a couple of years, then they all disappeared just to reappear again. After steroids, Tysabri and absolutely a shit of 2018, subsided again. I got a taste of MS and it makes me kind of anxious about planning things, developing my career and so on. It's not a paralyzing fear, but it's hard to shake off the feeling of "yeah, next year it can all come back".
How do you deal with it?
btw, of course my neuro (a lovely guy) is overjoyed that I don't report anything and recommends a celebratory scotch but I believe he has a different perspective ;)
@gijs , it's not just having MS, life itself is unpredictable. No-one knows what tomorrow will bring. You can always find a reason not to do things. It's very much a case of Carpe Diem, as @chezy17 will tell you. :wink: