Ok long story but short is i was diagnosed a month ago with MS. Been in a casual relationship for 2 years and I have 2 children from my marriage which ended 4 years ago. My children are now 4 and nearly 7. I work 3 days a week. We have just got a dog. My ex husband is dragging me through court for no reason other than control and manipulation as he hasnt bothered with our children for 2 years and instead of asking to see them ( of which I never have or would ever refuse) he is wanting custody so I am currently in debt of up to 5k of solicitor and barrister fees and that is so far. i just now found I'm 4 weeks pregnant (took the morning after pill after mishap and it failed!) . The man I'm seeing said he would support me but can't commit basically due to his ex wife being very unstable and he is too soft for his own good and she still has a huge thumb print in his head. So basically I'm on my own with MS and debts and 2 boys, pregnant and a horrible ex and I'm distraught. I always said I'd never have an abortion but I can't do this on my own with the uncertainty of this horrible MS :-( Scared and lonely.