I haven’t posted on here for a very long time. My fiancé passed away unexpectedly last year and from the grieving I feel like my body has let go and stopped fighting. Just feel things don’t go well for me I make changes to benefit me but then something new happens and just want to give up. I feel my life is just always going downhill. I have secondary MS last few years it just getting worse now I have to get hand controls for car if I want to have a life. Feel very lonely just lucky have our cats.