Heya S_777 I know exactly where you are coming from, it’s quite the hurdle to conquer at first when you get the diagnosis, but please always know that there are people to talk to here and those who are willing to listen and give their advice. You are not alone and please reach your arm out when you need somebody to talk to. I will always be willing to talk to you if you need help and self-confidence. Please take care of yourself and always remember that you aren’t the only one. All the best, Jay x