I feel alone in this world, I do. I was diagnosed when I was 21, been on disability since, live with my ma. My life has never gotten any better at all, never had a chance at life, every woman in my life has ruined my expectations of love, marriage, never been married. Life took a crashing hold for me a year ago. My ex cheated on me with a man that bullied me in high school, ms came into remission causing me to lose strength in my legs have to use a can. But, she left amd said I was embarrassment. Yeah, ms bothers me, no. I have to live with it everyday of my life not just the ms, but the mental trauma and anguish that I have endured. So, I just smile. If I die, its not from ms, but people's choices. Im scared to love, I never trusted for one reason, lying. Everything a person says is 70% chance of being a lie. I trust myself and god. To those that are married, congrats, you made it.