When does it stop feeling so emotional to talk about?
Whenever I think the shock of being diagnosed is over it’s not!. I still find myself getting teary eyes when I speak about it to people who aren’t aware of my condition and it’s so annoying.
I think have come to terms with it and I do feel a lot more comfortable talking to people but I still want to cry when I think about all that I went through and have to deal with on a regular basis, it’s just hard. I know it will come with time.
I still well up I was diagnose in 2018 but it does start be less emotional once you have accepted that you have it but on bad days it will always hit us unfortunately
I had to pray about it a lot. Matthew 6:34 “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.” 1 Peter 5:7 “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” Philippians 3:13 “forget what is behind”. Pray everyday for something you are greatful for. Can be small or big. The sky was beautiful this morning on my drive into work. The more you pray with gratitude your focus will change and you will start to see the things all the time to be thankful for. The other distractions fall by the wayside. Just know that you are never alone. Isaiah 46:4 God promises “Even to your old age and gray hairs I am here, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” None of us are strong enough to make it on our own so it is good that we aren’t alone.