Today marks one year from my diagnosis. I have a lot of mixed feelings and definitely emotional. I have since only disclosed to a handful of coworkers my best friend and my immediate family. I have wanted to shout it to the world but at the same time I don’t feel ready. I have had 2 infusions and feel like progression slowed down but I do notice a lot of differences in my body. I’m still learning to know what is “normal” . I’m greatful that I still feel pretty good for the most part. I feel like this is my safe space to vent with people who understand me 🥲