Lately I've noticed I'm struggling mentally as often as I struggle physically. I had to quit working because I'm physically unable to keep up with any type of job. Which has me home 24/7, and I keep getting stuck. I've noticed it has affected my relationship with my boyfriend and recently I'm having harmful thoughts because I feel guilty. I feel like a burden everyday, towards family and friends and it's just so hard. Also I've been struggling with intimacy, because of my MS I don't feel good about myself physically , it's hard to shower and wipes me out for days. I just feel so bad physically and it's starting to take a toll. Idk if I'm just overthinking because I do have other past traumas in relationships or if it is just my chronic illness kicking my ass. Any feedback is appreciated , I really just needed to brain dump