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Hi so I was diagnosed about 4 months ago when I lost my ability to walk and see at 19. They are slowly coming back still. I had to spend 16 days in the hospital, hade to get a tube in my neck ( 7 plasma infusions), spinal tap +a couple of other things. I think it's the mix of how sudden it was and how quickly in the hospital everything was escalating from thinking my body's just acting a little weird for them being like we need to put this in your neck but u need to fully awake bc we have no time to wait for the anesthesia. Im quite literally traumatized by everything that happened to me and it's making it hard excepting everything.