So confused
I was diagnosed last August/September.
Maybe it's just been head in the sand for me. But here's where I'm at - I'm scarred for the future - home, work and HATE doing betaferon with avengence. Wish I could turn back and not go to the GP, not tell people at work. I would still be me...
Hi hkittypink, I'm really sorry to hear you're having such a rough time. Firstly, I think it's completely normal not to face up to things straight away - I certainly didn't! Please don't think about things too far in the future, there are so many unknowns in this world (whether you have MS or not) that I think it's best to focus on what's going on now and making the best of it. MS does change things, however this isn't all for the bad - I promise I'm not just saying that. It makes you realise what's important to you. I can't imagine anyone likes the thought of injecting regularly. However, as lots of people on this site will tell you, it definitely becomes easier!
p.s. You are definitely still you! Sure, MS is an inconvenience, but don't let it get the better of you! x