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I have had Ms for 30 years it started when my son was six and he's 30 years old now. I have had several conversations with him the one where you're looking for disability you can't work you have no money blah blah. I was married and he didn't support me matter of fact he had 10 affairs so I'm divorced him. I'm about to divorce my son because he made me move in with him and his girlfriend and I told him when he was little you know I won't have that much money and I won't be able to get your stuff I won't be able to help you so you better get a job blah blah blah so he's had job job. So now I'm about to leave him and he's not going to know anything about it because they use me as a you know when they want some money because I'm so good at saving money that he got angry at me because I had almost eight points credit credit score so he started asking me for stuff and wouldn't pay me back. So now I'm about to leave and I'm so excited I can't wait to leave because they want to get a house and use me to get it no I've got disability I worked for this disability I work for everything I have I need to keep it. I've been trying to find someone who will know what I got know what I what's happening and we'll stay with me until I die. But this is the hardest part of the journey I don't know. I'm a good woman I cooked or clean I'm not nosy I just want to get what I need to live this life. I got through two best friends and a cousin they don't like what he's doing and I can't wait to leave he is going to cry so hard and so shit you know they lived off me I had food stamps I got Medicaid and Medicare when I have got a box of medical supplies his girlfriend ripped them open and use them I was so angry. So what do I do now I'm going to pick up and get the hell up out of here.