Hey guys , this is a support network I really need. The support I didn’t know existed or KNOW that I even needed.TBH I struggle. If it not to understand, it’s in articulating myself to those around me. Sometimes I look at myself from the outside remembering how easy a task was or how much quicker I used to move, grief of the old me. Now it’s emotions that catch me… in the grocery, at the hair salon, amongst people or in moments alone. I guess all the years we couldn’t pin ms taught me to ignore myself bcs “nothing is wrong”. Now I ask myself how to make today count, and what’ll make me happy….. I grieve.