Im so tired that this back pain never ends like doesn’t matter how much medicine my neurologist prescribes me, rest, warm/cold showers I get. It just grips feom my neck, down my spine, ribs and even hurts to breathe most days… feels cold like a menthol hug if it even makes sense. And the fact my DR sends me to a pain management center 2 times makes me feel like he doesnt even know how to deal with me at this point. My husband only says “you just gotta take it easy” I work in a manufacturing plant, I make soda syrup and is a constant walking and lifting all day non stop from 8-12 hours. I cant get an office job because they dont pay what I need and I dont have a “degree” so I can get what I need as a pay. What Is fucking wrong with this world at this point. Im so sick of being in pain everyday, im depressed, I feel lonely and idk who to talk to or who to reach out to because everyone is “busy”