It’s Finally hit me!!

I have been diagnosed for just over a year, I have managed to hold myself together, until this week… I have been in a relapse (1st since Dx) for 2 months and last week I got news about my latest MRI… there has been no change, my DMT has not worked, I still have very active lesions there is possibility that as I have TDL (Tumifactive demyelination Lesion) and not responding to a DMT that I could be eligible for HSCT, I’m just awaiting a consultant appointment to discuss further. I know that this last year has not been a complete waste, I have regained my fitness and strength despite challenges, I’m just in a slump and needed to let it out to people who may know what I’m going through x