So I was in hospital yesterday and last night till 3 in the morning. My breathing got really hard, shallow and noisy and short of breath so doctor sent me to A&E. Anyway after my asthma rules out and croup , pneumonia etc through steroid drip and nebuliser, he tells me it seems it’s progression of the ms in my breathing. So as I have PPMS i have to suck it up and deal with it. My words not his. Now today my left pupil is enlarged again and I didn’t make it to the loo for a pee in time, I haven’t had accidents since I had pneumonia last year. My head is pounding, my two nasal sprays for bad migraines haven’t touched it. I thought I was doing so well this year. Now im in tears because I feel everything is breaking down on me at once.