Ms🧡🤔 or learning disabilities needs

I do this every year!!!! I feel like I have a horrible person in me? Don’t know if anyone feels the same? As I don’t talk to my annoying Ms dad for months on end!!!! I just hate annoying people that really irritate me!!!!! I’m not sure it’s me, my Ms or my learning disability needs I can’t help it but find it very hard to talk to him!!!!