I don't want to ramble on a lot like my last posts but they could be helpful to understand the basics. I'm in 7+/10 pain everyday, I'm always nauseous, I always have some kind of headache, fatigued; too much to list. I have to restart my pip and uc to get what I should be receiving, so right now I don't have a large enough income to cover the gaps my physical or mental capabilities with private help or buy accessibility tools. And I just need to know how? How am I supposed to live, I don't have the personal connections to help for free, I live alone. Well I have a cat but that's it, my 1 local friend has other priorities over me, my family have basically given up caring. There's so much I'm supposed to do, all the time, but I can barely sit up most days, and even if I could, my memory is so bad I forget all the tasks I'm supposed to do, fuck I even forget to write tasks down when i do remember they exist. I can't be the only one, to need way more help than what they get?