Giving 100%

I feel like most of my life I gave it 100%. Before my diagnoses I pushed it all the time and sometimes I'd be gassed out for a few hours but I'd pop back up and do it again the next day. I should've seen the signs sooner and used my agency more. I should've seen that my 100% looks more like 80% to 70%. I didn't start pushing till I was at 60% and now due to not getting diagnoses quick enough or getting on a dmt i feel like my 100% is like others 40%.