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I'm getting so depressed. I haven't stopped crying for days. This flare up has lasted about 2 months. I don't do steroids bc they mess up everything in my body. However, everything is already messed up. My entire torso, plus my feet, & hands are numb. That's new for this flare. I know part of MS is the the remitting, but my patience is thin. I have so much to take care of, as a single mother. I need help, or health back. I can't afford to pay for the help. So, I've just been crying, and feeling lost. Who is this person living in this body that doesn't seem to listen? I won't hurt myself, bc my sons need me. I just have no where to be honest about the Truth that I live in. Sorry for sharing my pain. I hope you all are fibbing the blessings in your days.