Jealous
Hello my dear MS fighter friends 🙂
Today I woke up with a strange thought.
I'm jealous about health condition. Not thinking about "Why me? Why I have MS?"
I'm jealous about those MSers who have RRMS. Because with my PPMS now is harder to fight than with my RRMS before. Strange thought I know, don't judge me please.
I used to live with MS, so at the end of my story you can see, that I don't want real healthy life, but an easier form of MS for myself. More than half of my life I have the disease, I forgot how the healthy life feels like 🤔
Thank you for reading till the end 🤗
Have a blessed lovely day 🥰
Yep, your right to be jealous, PPMS is less treatable than RMS. If it makes you feel any better a lot of people on here including myself I suffering with PIRA even though we still have a diagnosis of RMS. Thus I am slightly getting worse even though I have RMS. I agree with my consultant in that the definitions out of date.
It’s good to be honest with yourself and I think it helps. Sending massive hugs 😊