It’s official. I left work
I am, as of today, off for the next 90days to concentrate on my healing and give my eyes some rest. My anxiety is at a all-time high right now! Like I woke up this morning in a cold sweat and shaking. I’ve been working since I was 14 and I’m 41. I am afraid of the unknown and I can’t waste this time. I have to get myself together and do all the appointments and things to be sure I can function. I want to file for disability and up my VA rating during this time too so I don’t have to go back. I can’t go back. So this is the beginning of the end

Don’t be discouraged or disappointed in yourself! you need time to heal and take care of yourself first and foremost. I took off in 2020 and have now been declared disabled. It’s what’s best for me and my family. And i now get to raise my kids. You’ll be ok
@Gabrielle_Sinibaldi thank you! I’m hoping this is a blessing and not a lesson