Still in the first stage of grief
I seriously am doubting having Ms even though I have lessons and a diagnosis and will be on DMT soon. I genuinely am keep excusing my very obviously Ms symptoms. I upped my Zoloft dose and my limbs went numb in seconds during night and my whole body tingled for thirty minutes, 7 months later I quit and STILL wake up with my whole sciatic nerve tingling and numb tingling limbs which I have to shake out. And they wake me up like 7 times. And spams. I keep telling myself it’s a prolonged zoloft reaction even though my doctor told me Zoloft does NOT cause pins and needles. Because after 5 minutes of shaking it out it goes away. My nerves are very obviously destroyed.
I seriously am unable to accept I have Ms it’s getting to be so severe. I am crying all day unable to cope
It is hard to come to full terms with being diagnosed with MS. Even though I had the attitude of "Oh well I will deal with it one day at a time " in the beginning it actually took me about 6 years to come to complete terms with my diagnosis.
I know it sucks and is a horrible life but in the end your still here so can’t let it defeat you.