So I am starting a relapse after being diagnosed in Feb. I have only had one infusion in May and the bloodwork i had from my follow up at tge end of June has shown more nerve injury regardless of the infusion. They have put me on high oral dose steroids and pushing to get me in for MRIs but im scared. I have noticed patterns to signal a flare so thats extremely helpful but this also all feels so lonely. Like I feel like im going to be to much for people to deal with me. I have a new relationship and yes I was open and honest in the beginning im just nervous that this may just be to much and I need to get used to being alone? Ive only been on steroids for 2 days so maybe my CNS is still overdrive but everything just feels so overwhelming and I feel like aside from my best friend no one will want to deal with me. Im hoping posting on here will help me feel less alone.