Trying to convince my older children of my disease PPMS is like telling them I will grow and eye on my finger in a few minutes 🥴 I have younger ones who witnessed my decline however the older ones I am making my way to see, not so much! Yes they have families and all I just only worry about if this thing does take over, how will they adjust without guilt 🥹I don’t want that for them. My only wish is that they’d see what it has done to me mentally! I questioned my oldest son if he could at least SEE the MS in me and he COULD not, he feels that my negative thoughts are the reason I’m going thru this! Boy do I WISH!! I have been in therapy before the diagnosis!! Now I’m trying to learn to live with it and without ANY Ocrevus! Decided from the first WHOLE infusion, That last ONE was how I came to the conclusion!!!! I literally felt it collecting and moving through my body after they sent me home and without any transportation of my own I suffered through it even thought I may die if it makes my medicated heart to stop on me again! Thank God it didn’t but the whole ordeal made the decision for me! Trying now to find affordable progesterone and estrogen! They were very helpful but of course unaffordable to my little or no funds.