@I wish i could make my brain turn off … just for a day and not worry or stress about a damn thing !! I am so damn depressed and everything and eveyone around me just doesn’t get it !! I am TIRED AND WORN OUT AND SAD AND CRYING AND CANNOT KEEP A SANE THIGUHT WHY WHY WHY I HATE THIS AND no one not even the one I should be able to depend on … anyway it doesn’t matter no one here cares or in my normal life this is just a venting app to get it out .. but alas nothing no one not even me cares to be on this planet anymore i just want to stop being so sad and like I’m a damn burden ….. stories multipolar surgeries having to learn to walk eat shit stand alllllll that and still no one helps !!! I’m expected to still be normal !! I am not normal anymore I can barely do the things unused too without 1,000000000 BREAKS !! It annoys my soul …. I JUST WANT ME BACK on Shift.ms

I can't say I know what you're going through because I don't as you have it much more severe than me. It frustrates me to hear this is happening to you. It's worth having a chat with your doctor and telling them what you have told us and discussing some treatment / alternatives for your mental health. You deserve to be happier. I hope you improve.